Tag: youth
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Uncle Doug
I had an Uncle Doug who, every Sunday, would grumble and grunt and fuss his way into his bright green ’73 convertible Corvette, so that he could drive it around the neighborhood and feel young again. He’s dead now, though. Stroke killed him last year. And now the car sits under a tarp in my…
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Immature
I’m getting better at growing these hairs on my chin, but I still don’t feel old yet. I think that I’m still too immature. I think that I still watch too much porn. I think that I’m still unsure about more things than I’m sure of and I can’t make up my mind about anything……
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Among the Stars
I can remember sitting in the back seat of my parents’ car as a kid, coming home from my grandparents’ house, or back from dinner. I can remember looking through the window at the stars, or looking at my own reflection in the glass, and I can remember not really thinking much of it. I…
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Lotion
I have lotion in the wrinkles of my skin, hoping that I don’t crack from the weather, I mean the pressure of these stressors that control my life, like worrying about if I’m doing enough with myself, or if I’m ever going to finish my book, or… fuck it. There’s not enough Lubriderm in the…
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Shave
“Ok,” I say with a sigh, and then I start shaving the scratchy fuzz that has been sprouting out of my chin. It doesn’t grow very thick, but I shave what’s there and it makes me feel better. That is, until I notice that the skin where I shaved has started peeling from the cold weather. I decide…
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Hooker
When I was A kid I spent A lot of time Talking to Hookers that I met on the Internet. I’d find an Ad for an Escort online, And then call The girl from my Parents’ phone After they went To bed. I’d give them A different name, Like Ted, Or Bill, Or Larry, Then…