Bad (HERE)

I don’t feel like a bad person, but I know that I do bad things sometimes. And I know what I’m doing right now is mean, but I can’t help it. I’ll apologize later:

“Jess.”

Jess rolls over on me and grumbles, “what?”

I scratch her back and tell her that I have to get up to go to work.

“Noooooooo.” Her hair is all over her face. “Lou, I don’t wanna get up!”

I smack her ass. “C’mon girl, I have to leave in a minute.”

She pulls the sheets up over her head. “Can’t you just call out?”

I pull the sheets back off of her. “No, I called off twice last week.”

“Awuughhh.” And she sits up.

I throw her her bra and her thong from the floor, and I give her one of my t-shirts. She moans as she gets dressed. Then she pulls on her pants and she grabs her jacket from the back of my desk chair, and she leaves without giving me a kiss goodbye.

“Bye Jess.”

She waves back at me from her car as she pulls away.

I walk back inside. I change the sheets on my bed. And then I text Sara and tell her to come over. I tell her that I want to see her because I’m not going to work today.

She says she’ll be over in ten.

I look down at the screen and wonder if I’m a bad person.

70 responses to “Bad (HERE)”

  1. Liked what I read. Do checkout my blog. Thank you.

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    1. thank you. i will

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  2. If you have to wonder? You probably are. But hey, I’m no judge. With Sara you need to use the honor system. Get on er and stay on er !

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    1. haha yea i guess i probably am, but fuck it… i like the on er system. that’s great

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    1. haha ya i think that’s right

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    2. At least he’s honest about being a horn dog.

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      1. Gotta give him credit for that !

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      2. Apparently not 😊

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  3. I would think it was a bit abrupt, but… If you had called out the week before twice no less, she should have understood. Yet, throwing her out like that was a bit mean, yes. 😦

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    1. can’t please them all

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  4. So what did you come up with?

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    1. i think probably bad… but that’s ok with me

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      1. Lou is on the dark side, isn’t he?

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      2. is there another side? ive never left here

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      3. don’t listen to them

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  5. Yeah you’re a bad (and lucky) person.

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    1. and i think im ok with that

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  6. Yes. Yes, you are.
    I wish I were bad like you πŸ™‚

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    1. careful what you wish for

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  7. If truth be told, there are a lot of people who are this way or wish they were. πŸ˜€ j/s

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    1. well then at least i can be happy with myself for being honest

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  8. hahahaha i only seen these types of scenes in movies boom its real πŸ˜€

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    1. haha it doesn’t always work out so easily, but it’s nice when it does

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      1. hahahaha that’s funny

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  9. Yeah, you’re an asshole. 😁

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    1. right on, hahah

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  10. Oh my god.. This is mindblowing writing!

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    1. hahah thanks Jay

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  11. To quote Hemingway: “If it feels good, it feels good.”

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    1. i need to cut that out and tape it above my bed

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  12. I don’t know about bad, but certainly lucky!

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    1. maybe just more so for me than for them haha

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  13. Exceptional piece.
    Great twist.

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    1. thank you Forrest

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  14. It’s all relative …..being bad includedπŸ˜‰

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    1. maybe so. i can get behind that

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      1. YepπŸ˜‰πŸ˜Ž

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  15. Spot-on edgy…and clever. Well done!

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    1. thanks Bill. happy you liked it

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  16. Maybe a sort of bad person with a conscience? Anyway, I would party with you anytime.

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    1. possibly. probably. and im always in for a drink

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  17. Bad? He’ll no! You’re a fucking WordPress legend!

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  18. Fucking autocorrect!

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    1. haha i appreciate it Walt.

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  19. alyciakelley314 Avatar
    alyciakelley314

    Bad, or simply human?

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  20. alyciakelley314 Avatar
    alyciakelley314

    No one can really define the terms good or bad objectively, and even if they could, the persepective is at best, self-centered and guided by experiences. Rather than good or bad, I would say that this aligns with current social norms and is merely ‘typical.’ or, on a day when I’m feeling generous, human.

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    1. fair. i do feel human most days. thanks for reading

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  21. Is it bad that the guy whos poems I enjoy most is the type of guy I fear dating most?

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    1. maybe the fear is the attraction

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      1. maybe you’re right πŸ˜›

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  22. I think that perhaps you may want to rethink this, how about when you are bad you are good?

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    1. it’s all perspective i guess

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  23. Oooh yeah! You are a bad guy!! (Just kidding, πŸ˜‰) By the way, did you apologise later, like you wrote? No?! Well, yes, you are a bad guy indeed!! πŸ˜›

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    1. ya i think i forgot to apologize. oh well haha. guess i must be bad

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  24. Depends who Jess is to you …. if she is just a “smoke and chill chick”. ? And so is girl #2… Oh well ….

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    1. their all side girls haha

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      1. Then you’re all good. I had a girl buy me condoms once because I was going to the city with my boys for my birthday. Sometimes they just understand

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      2. that’s a good girl

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  25. I’d have to bet, Jess went to see Guy #2. The ladies don’t take long to catch on.

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    1. probably. and i guess its fair if she did

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  26. livinglifesplendidly26 Avatar
    livinglifesplendidly26

    😹😹😹. #itiswhatitis. I appreciate you and your honesty!!!! …oh & your writing!!

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    1. happy you do. thanks for reading

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  27. Who are we to judged?

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    1. maybe were not

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      1. Thanks for the follow

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      2. of courss

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